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Wednesday, February 26, 2003

Later i get sued (abused, to be precise) for copyright infringements.. soo yah
'but i dun need you to bow for me.. someone bow for me can liaoz..' � Mei Jin 2002

wrote the board at 2/26/2003 11:20:00 PM |

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To all my friends, i'm sorry for my warped behaviour the past few days.. been having some internal problems you see.. and to make my mood worst, i'm sick! ahhhhhh!
Hope ya understand..

wrote the board at 2/26/2003 08:27:00 PM |

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Where do I hide depression
How long can I push it away
You can ask me how I am
I'll smile and say I'm okay

Of course ok on the outside
You will notice the smiley mask
I smile from behind the dark cloud
I'll smile whenever you ask

Dear brain what are you doing
Constantly bringing this pain to me
Full of emotional baggage inside
The outside still smiles happily

Where is the exit to this maze
Many passages I can't get through
I look each day for an opening
Depression I hate hanging with you

Down each path of confusion I go
You even take my dreams away
Now where is the exit and the light
Dark clouds stop blowing my way

I did smile a little writing this down
It helps the more words I can write
Unloading the baggage held within
Maybe this tunnel will finally have light
Hope

wrote the board at 2/26/2003 03:12:00 PM |

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Private Blog #2

wrote the board at 2/26/2003 02:56:00 PM |

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Tuesday, February 25, 2003

Have you ever wondered how you've impact the world one way or the other? Have you ever wondered what would happen when you were never present? Life in the would would be easier or would it be tormenting? Have you ever wondered whether you fit in this world or are you just another who is taking up this spacE? Have you ever wondered how you have touched others or hurt others? Have you ever wondered what you've said may have hurt others or maybe, healed them? Have you ever wondered what the world would be when you die? Have you ever wondered what would happen when you die? Will life's experiences flash infront of you? Your joy and your sorrows, your ups and downs, your love and your hatred?

wrote the board at 2/25/2003 10:47:00 PM |

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Friday, February 21, 2003

Just stepped into the house 5 mins ago.. ahhh.. tired tired.. Had an exciting day today and towards the end, my mood changed for the worst...
Okay.. anyway.. this afternoon was damn fun! Was like a sherlock homes story.. hahah! All the assumptions, investigations, planning!
haha.. what happened was.. My classmate, nicolyn, stole Dexiang's hp on wed after bio.. During maths lecture today, MJ accidently hit my file and it fell.. all my notes fell under the person's chair infront of me.. i knelt down to take the notes and Jasmine started telling me, ' win! it's dexiang's hp! win! it's dexiang's hp! ' I didn't know what she was talking about coz she said it too fast.. haha.. then she got irritated and started to control my head! haha! *BISH* jasmine! haha.. my head feels violated! haha.. okay.. back to it, yah.. i saw the phone on nicolyn's table.. and i think she heard jasmine, so after seeing it for like 5 secs, she covered it with her pencil case.. bad move, girl! hahah! =P Next, MJ, Jas and DX, went to Mrs Koh before biolect and told her about it.. and before lecturing, she started talking about the phone.. about police case.. about being considerate.. the 3 ways out of the mess: drop it in the GO, drop it in Mrs Koh's Pigeon hole, give it to Mrs Koh.. yadda yadda yadda... haha.. i could see the fear in nicolyn's eyes and face... she was afraid..
After school, DX and his guy friends.. about 15 of them.. confronted her and followed her until half way to Etan Hall.. The couple (nicolyn and her bf) finally gave up and returned the handphone.. Sheesh.. soo much trouble! But it was quite exciting lar! hahaha.. Jas and MJ were especially excited about it! hahaha.. anyway, i hope that Nicolyn learnt her lesson.. and, everything that happened today was probably God's Doing and He works in different ways.. Like, when my file dropped, i knelt down.. and Jas showed me the phone..
yah...
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Okay, Went out MJ, Jieyong and Shaomin after that to bras basah to get MJ's stuff! Sister! seeeeeeee!!!! i'mmmmm SOOOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!11 hahahhaa!!! Oh yah.. after u've finished making the prezzies, remember to write ' Winnie � ' hahahaha =PPPP
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Ehhh.. okay.. went out with -cough- for dinner at Nooch after that! Spent quite alot again! hahaa.. i'm kinda broke you see!! anyway, during dinner.. she said something like.. ' i feel so bad.. i just realised it last week when my friend told me about it.. Remember me asking you out for Valentine's Day? I actually used u as a substitute.. Just in case my first choice can't make it' ARGH! i feel so used! Fortunately, i lied to her telling her i couldn't make it! But she still had the audacity to tell me this! I tell u ar!! NEXT TIME I WILL NOT GO OUT WITH HER AGAIN! DAMN PISSED LERRRRRrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! Although i didn't go out with her in the end, but still... ARGH!! never have i felt so used b4....

wrote the board at 2/21/2003 08:50:00 PM |

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Tuesday, February 18, 2003

Here's a story that hit me..
Once upon a time, there lived a rabbit and a turtle.. yadda yadda yadda.. Okay, now this rabbit takes on an ambitious goal to run round the world in 90 days.. Day 1, he starts running, some found him weird, while others cheered him on. Day two, he met other rabbits and they too, cheered him on. This continued until Day 45, when he was halfway through the marathon. He met this turtle. Looking at the turtle with hungry eyes, he thought of ways to kill it and eat it. However, he couldn't find any coz he was just a rabbit. The turtle then asked, ' Mr Rabbit, what are you doing?'
' i'm trying to run around the world', the rabbit replied.
' And you're doing it alone? Don't u find it lonely? ', says the Rabbit
' Don't think so, coz sometimes i like the 'quietness', it gives me time to think of the events that happened in my life.. Things that i could have done, things that i shouldn't have done. It gives me time to reflect on my personality, whether it's annoying or whether it's acceptable. It gives me time to re-evaluate myself, actually. '
' Oh okay, now that u've ran for 45 days, would u like some company? I may be slow, but i sure am a good company! '
' I certainly don't mind, coz i've spent quite awhile in solitary, time to open up to the world and i would love a companion in this ambition of mine. Lets work together from now on and we'll push each other! Like the saying goes, it doesn't matter how long we take but how much we've gained in the process.. I hope it applies! *grinz* '
The rabbit and the turtle started running together, and eventually they achieved their goal. They became best of friends, though they were of different species. And as all fairy tales end, they lived happily ever after.
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Nice?
haha
Okay, which came first? the rabbit or the turtle? hahaa.. okay.. lame. hahah =P

wrote the board at 2/18/2003 10:26:00 PM |

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Monday, February 17, 2003

I've got the brick! Dun you come near me! or.. or... or i'll hit u with � brick! Actually, i'll just hit you with MJ's handphone.. It can kill! really! hahah! i'm so nice to swap phone with you hoh,sis? sigh.. nice people like me.. put in the streets.. ppl sure grab one ler! =P HAHAHAHH!!! I know whoever is reading this will be puking now! =PP Going sailing on wed!! My mum has agreed to let me go sailing on wed!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!! =PPPPP Can't wait for wed!! Doing all my work now!! so that i can have wed just for sailing!!

wrote the board at 2/17/2003 10:28:00 PM |

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Sunday, February 16, 2003

Wow! Just woke up.. went clubbing at club volcano (sentosa) last nite.. got home at 3am.. Okay.. i'm no longer a club virgin =P lemme tell u my experience..
SHEESH! the drinks there suck! Vodka Lime/sprite.. my fav drinks coz they aren't concentrated finished very very fast! Then they started giving conc. alcohol to everybody.. And everybody was like clinging to the drinks counter.. like beggers begging for food.. it's really damn bad.. and the conc. alcohol, they mixed it with some other conc. alcohol and it tasted like, i really dunno wat.. what i know is that it tasted bad.. Pragalath got drunk.. one of the first few to get drunk.. A few SA female councillors got drunk too.. Jaime and I were high but we managed to let the alcohol wear off after awhile and we went around helping others.. Ben Lim was super drunk! I tell u!! Damn pissed with him! he has a sailing competition today and he got himself drunk.. It was bad.. Anyway! People like me can't rep. school and he is fortunate enough to rep school and he is wasting this opportunity of a life time.. last i heard, at 10am this morning.. before the race, he was vormitting like crazy.. Allan was there and he was like a medic.. bringing water to drunkeds! haha! Oh yah!
The songs there were really bad.. or is it just me? i dunno ler.. Just that they weren't common songs.. and i was really lost.. like ' Huh, how to dance this song?? ' When cool clique had drinking parties, the songs were better and at least, i knew the lyrics! Also, met this TJ girl the second time.. first time was at Daniel Tang's house.. for JunWen's leaving party in July '02.. Met her again.. wahahha.. was quite mesmerized by her.. she is quite pwetty ler.. hahaha.. A little like Melissa like that.. Sis, the chio-er version.. and the much much nicer version.. the way she stands and moves is exactly like melissa.. hahaha..
Then at 0130, drunkeds were everywhere.. sheesh! Decided to leave with Jia Min and two of her friends who stays very close to me at 0230.. we shared a cab.. about 4 bucks per person.. hahaha
Okay, will i ever go clubbing again? I dun think so, coz it's not my cup of tea.. What i like best about the clubbing is the socializing part.. you know.. the meeting the good 'ol pals and giving them a big bear hug kind of thing? hahaha.. Other than that, i dun really like clubbing.. it's 25 bucks for goodness' sake! and i still had to pay 3 bucks for entry..
Oh well, but well done to Candace And Zhanxiang for the effort put in.. i heard Zhanxiang spent 10-12k.. sheesh.. more than enough money for me to buy a boat!! hahaha! =P

wrote the board at 2/16/2003 01:09:00 PM |

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Friday, February 14, 2003

OH YAH!! and my GP class played taboo with C2 today.. Jasmine's class.. i got an unbelievable score of 7!! haha.. but it was a draw in the end.. Between C2 and C4..
tell u ar!! Miss Seetho.. really cannot make it... She got 0 lor!! Actually we were leading.. then when she got 0.. and Miss Lim Choon Chai got 2!! AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
WE SHOULD HAVE WON!!! NVM!! hahaha.. since we are C4.. a 'weaker class in GP', so, there should be a handicap system.. and we win!! =PP
Next time, C1!! =PP

wrote the board at 2/14/2003 11:42:00 PM |

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hey hey heyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!! HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!! hahahaha.. i gave out lotsa gingerbread man and hearts and got many many many prezzies back in return!! Thanks everybodyyy!! hahah =P I got lotsa sweets!! *but why would i need sweets when i'm already sweet?*

Anyway, i went out with Allan, Utkarsh and Jaime.. ate sushi.. spent quite alot.. damn broke liaoz ler!! how ar??? hahaha!!!
Oh yah!! Thinking of going Candaces party tomorrow.. should i?? should i?? it's 25 bucks!! damn damn ex!! and still have to pay for sentosa's entrance fees!! hahaha!!!

wrote the board at 2/14/2003 11:19:00 PM |

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Tuesday, February 11, 2003

Private Blog

wrote the board at 2/11/2003 10:57:00 PM |

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Monday, February 03, 2003

(sadded) u shd not say i lost the most
(sadded) LI TING
(sadded) lost the most
(sadded) hahahha

heh.. Okay. hahah! =P

wrote the board at 2/03/2003 11:26:00 PM |

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Heh! Just got back from Julia's house!! Celebrated her birthday there!! =))
Gambled a little, lost 2 bucks! haha!! unlike.. coughcoughmeijincoughcough
ahaha..Okay, enough of the good stuff..

wrote the board at 2/03/2003 09:12:00 PM |

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