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Monday, June 30, 2003

Those with fever cannot go into the examination hall.
I have the exammmm fever! yay.

i'm writing senseless, retarded, bo liao things.. i have no idea why.. i wish i could explain why i'm writing this but i really dun have any idea why i'm writing this thing coz i just feel like writing it and nothing can stop me from writing what i want to write coz they have no reason to stop me from writing with no reason so stop reading this senseless thing and go study!

bah.

wrote the board at 6/30/2003 07:05:00 PM |

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Sunday, June 29, 2003

Ah. exam starts tml and i'm like not even halfway through everything.
*panics + screams*

lalala. God saved the queen! no idea why i wrote that, but i just felt like writting that down..

wrote the board at 6/29/2003 07:49:00 PM |

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Friday, June 27, 2003

Just realised that i can put songs in the background.. before that i only knew that only midi could be added with simple HTML..
It's Ginny Owen's I am nothing
Scroll down for the lyrics.
I knoe the comment system is down.. praying that it will be done soon.. comment on whether or not i should put a song (any song) in the site kae? when the comment system is operational again, that is..

wrote the board at 6/27/2003 08:43:00 PM |

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Goodness... i just went for morning mass! can't believe it! i managed to wake up at 0630! wahahah! amazinggggg....
lalala..

wrote the board at 6/27/2003 07:59:00 AM |

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Thursday, June 26, 2003

I'm at the brink of tears.. I can't do probability and i can't do Permutations and combinations..
I'm dropping bio (as in not studying at all) coz it's everything from Jan 2002 - May 2003.. And i have not started chemistry..

4 days before exam and i'm really really scared. As a matter of fact, my balls have just ran up behind my ears to seek refuge...

I have never dropped a subject before.. it's my first time in 18 yrs.. other than chinese.. dropped it once in prelims 2001 and a couple of times during the J1 examinations.. But Chinese is a damn language and not a subject. ARGH.

Seriously, i can't take JC life. I've thought of retaining (countless times) so that i can spend more time to study coz i'm a slow learner, u see... but i've already registered for the 2003 A levels Examinations.. i'm so screwed.

What if i fail? What if i do badly? I've never done such a bad preparation before... I regret not doing all my tutorials since march - Biology, Chemistry and Maths..
Now i'm stuck.. Especially maths.. coz i can never do probability. I dun have common sense! I just can't do probability.. I can't think of the other possible routes to the answer.. It's been like this since secondary school.. i hated stats and i still hate stats.

Will try to call the tuition teacher tml to see whether i can be redeemed or not.. if not.. i'll die

May God save my soul.
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haha.. Good thing is that Mei Jin is always coming at the right time. Recently, before the Chinese AO Language exam when i was freaking out like mad, she called and told me what to study and told me to stop studying the VJ notes coz none of the words has ever appeared ( i felt that way initially.. but i didn't dare to turn back until she called me ). And now, when i'm knocking my head against the wall, she called me with the intention of asking me to help Edmund with his computer. And while talking to her, she suggested me to call the tuition teacher to arrange make up lessons (coz i missed a hell lot of classes for one reason or the other) privately. Coz my tuition is the group tuition kind. That has never occured to me before.. Asking the teacher teacher for pte tuition as make up. Thanks SiS! Owe u lots!
God works in mysterious ways.. really!
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wrote the board at 6/26/2003 01:23:00 AM |

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Sunday, June 22, 2003

Wow! Just got home from CJC (Youth For Peace event) + Supper at Toa Payoh! haha.. The JC ministry's Skit was superbly good! I was the blind man and the day's technician (AVA, playing with the audio mixer) for all the participating groups (= Taiz�, Foccalare, JC Ministry and Hosanna! Music Ministry)! And i managed to elicit lots of laughter from the audience!!! Thanks to Raymond's script and my quite good acting (haha.. not being egoistic)!! heh! The turnout was quite good as there were about 80 people there, much less than the initial prediction of 450 people 2 months back while it(Youth for Peace) was still in the early stages of development! 80 was already good to me! yay! =P
Many many people came to us and gave us lotsa positive feedbacks! Two ministries even asked us whether we want to have a combine activity maybe like a combined play, coz they said that we were superb and they want to work with us! wahaha!
4 intensive rehearsals, 1.5 months of script writing and finalisation together with God's blessings and grace.. and viola! First Project done by JC Ministry!
And the coolest thing was that Taiz� was conducted by a group of people made up of different denominations: Methodists, Anglicans and a few more.. cool righttt?

My week was good and fruitful! However, was too busy and tired (got home very very late at nite most of the days) to write long blogs for the past week! haha.
Oh yah, the song 'I am nothing', is a very meaningful and nice song! Listen to it people! If ya want the mp3, just drop me a message!
Also, listen to my favourite song.. Wynonna's I will testify Your love! This song was in the Touch By an Angel episode " Psalm 151 ", Mr Victor Wee showed to the J1s last yr!
Two good songs on love!!
hahaa.. alright, i gotta go sleep now! tired!
I lurveeee JC Ministry! haha!

wrote the board at 6/22/2003 12:56:00 AM |

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Friday, June 20, 2003

I Am Nothing
Ginny Owens

I could travel over oceans, cross the deserts, climb the mountains
Just to share Your story, bring You glory, and win souls for You.
AND I could sing like an angel, songs so humble and so thankful
Full of drama and emotion, so the world would know Your truth.
I could give away my money and my clothes and my food
To restore those people who are poor, AND lost, and down-and-out.
Oh, I could succeed at all these things,
Find favor with peasants and kings,
But if I do not love, I am nothing.

I could live a flawless life,
Never cheat or steal or lie,
And always speak so kindly, smile SO warmly, and go about doing good.
I could dedicate myself to do what everyone else wants me to-
Listen to them, compliment them, say the things I should.
I could show up every Sunday, lead the Choir and Bible Study
And they all might come to know me as a leader and a friend.
Oh, I could achieve success on Earth, but success cannot define my worth
And all these actions, all these words, THEY will not matter in the end-

Chorus:
CAUSE Songs will fade to silence,
Stories, they will cease.
The dust will settle, covering all my selfless deeds.
So as I strive to serve You,
Won't You make it clear to me,
THAT If I do not love, I am nothing.

Bridge:
AND If I cannot live my life loving my brother,
Then how can I love the One who lived His life for me?

OH, Sent to Earth from Heaven,
Humble Servant, Holy King,
Come to share a story, get no glory, and save my searching soul,
You knew that I'd deny You, crucify You, but nothing could stop You from
living for me, dying for me, so that I would know-

Chorus:
THAT Songs will fade to silence,
Stories they will cease,
The dust will settle covering ALL MY selfless deeds.
But Your life here has made it clear enough for me to see
That if I do not love, I am nothing

wrote the board at 6/20/2003 01:04:00 AM |

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Tuesday, June 17, 2003

bah. i'm in school now using the school's computer... hahaha... super bored.. GP remedial just ended! and the only thing i brought out was.. Tenor, Vehicle and Ground.. hahaha.. don't really understand these three words.. but i'm supposed to take note of these when answering questions.. HmMm!!! ahhh!!
i'm waiting for RAYMOND! now.. who is having his consultation and i need to go SIR building to make mah IC.. oh yah.. i realised that there's this rule that states that an IC must be made within two weeks of losing it.. and i lost it for like a year already! I'm so going to die.. They are going to send me to the gallows.. NoOOoo! Ahhhhh!
okokok.. cannot crap liaoz.. raymond's done.. SIR Building, Rehearsal and tuition here i comeeee!! WhEEeeeEEEeeEEeEEE!
Will update later at nite when i'm back!
oh yah.. i can't wait to watch Bruce Almighty and Nemo tml! and i'm going to buy a new BAG!!! HAAHAHHAHA!!! SO COOL!!! *EXCITED*

wrote the board at 6/17/2003 02:29:00 PM |

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Saturday, June 14, 2003

hahaha
i was diary surfing and came upon this entry.. SUPER DUPER KEWT!!
" todae i went for tuition with the 2 pri 6 students... yahz... den ahz... when i was waiting for the lift with a little boy about the age of 3 and his father........ the father opened his m1 bill envelope... and the little boy asked, "Daddy? is this your letter?" and the man said "yes" and the little boy asked again, "Why is this your letter?" and the man replied, "becos it's addressed to me. see?(pts to the name on the bill) that's Daddy's name... Byran (or Ryan? i dunno) Ong" and the little boy nodded... den after like 5 seconds, he asked again... "Daddy? Is M1 your fren? How come his name is so short... and which one is his surname? M or 1???" ahhahahahahah...

so cute! and the man laughed and said,"no... m1 is my debtor... not my fren" and the little boy asked.. "wat's a debtor?" and the man replied ,"a debtor is someone who eats up all ur money.. " hahaha...... wat kind of answer is that?? hehe.... den the little boy said," Oh so u mean he gives u a letter and eats up all your money issit??? "
den his Dad jus smiled lahz.... and den ahhahahahaha....... u noe wat the little boy said??? hahahahah........ he said "Daddy...... can i write a letter to him too??? "ahahahahahah sooooooooo cute rite??

hahaha....... and i realli think the little boy is damn smart..... i mean he's so young...... but he can get the logic already.... he noes that if someone can write u a letter to "eat up ur money"... u can write back and "eat up their money!" soooooo smart rite??!! sooooooo young onli lehz.......... wahh.... veri veri farnie.... =0 "
http://stillwaitin.diaryland.com/

hahaha.. not plagerism hoh!

wrote the board at 6/14/2003 10:56:00 PM |

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i wanna watchhhhh bruceeeeeeee almightyyyyyyy and neeeeeeeeeeemoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
bah

wrote the board at 6/14/2003 03:31:00 PM |

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Blogout comment system

Ehh.. Just realised.. if you get the ' Service Unavailable' Message after u click 'Post it' (after commenting), right click the window and click ' Back', then click 'Post it' again.. That way, u won't have to retype everything since everything's stored in your cache.. heh =P

wrote the board at 6/14/2003 02:26:00 AM |

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had a fulfilling day today! hahaha! Went to Ngee Ann today to touch up on my mouse then rushed to school and the damn art cum micromouse room door was locked! so i decided to go home after waiting for 20 mins.. super annoying lorh! heh! In the end, i joined Jaime, Glenn and Parry for lunch at macs. haha.. And i bought the coin pouch for Chilli Padi too!! Coz she has been feeling down these few days, hope that his kewt pouch and my good crap ( remember the crap crap and good crap thing? haha ) can cheer her up! yupz! hahaa..
And for the first time in donkey yrs, i played LAN!! haha.. i played Warcraft 3 with Jaime! Yay! But we lost two times to the computer! haha.. damn sucky right? i fink so too.. oh well, i've not played WC3 for like 1yr+ liaoz.. so cannot blame me.. heh..
Went for my Youth for Peace skit rehearsal after lan-ning.. it was super fruitful! I made quite a few new friends from VJ! and i must say, they can act really way! hahah! =P
In the end, i'm acting as the blind man for the skit.. damn cok siah.. but good! coz it's quite 'callafare' or however u spell it.. hahahahah!!! =P
RCIY was mysteriously cancelled today and i only found out when i was half way there.. and when i told Shu Mei, she was like.. 5 mins from the church liaoz.. felt super duper bad! Felt as though i played her out.. but i really didn't know it was cancelled and i was rushing there and all... ahhhhhh =(
The last part of the day was quite fun! Met Calyn and Zhenli at Delifrance.. hahaha.. Calyn looked the same and she never changed a bit since i last saw/talked to her in 2000! And she was suanning me the whole day!! How mean! right, Calyn?? =PPPPPPPPP
heh.. Ailing joined us like 1hr++ later and she was super duper ( man, i've got to stop using ' super duper ' ) late! She changed alot, physically since i last saw her in 2000!! she has long hair now and she wore high-heeled footware worh! mai siao siao worh! hahaha.. funniest thing was that, she missed a step outside coffee club and almost fell down!! haha=P Okay Ailing, i know you're gonna kill me now.. hahaha.. but it's a fact mah.. hahah =P
hahaha.. i had my share of suanning others too! haha.. suaned Ailing, Calyn and Zhenli like nobody's business =PP Had quite alot of fun with the 3 of them, coz it has been so long since i met all 3 of them at one go or something liddat larh! hahaha...
=P
Oh yah, i think i'm gonna do badly for BT2.. Coz i'm very very packed this hols.. i've got something on everyday.. either this or that.. very busy =(((((((

wrote the board at 6/14/2003 02:08:00 AM |

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Thursday, June 12, 2003

Some interesting poems that will/may be used for the skit on 21st June..

A Poison Tree

I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.

And I water�d it in fears,
Night and morning with my tears;
And I sunned it with smiles,
And with soft deceitful wiles.

And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright;
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine,

And into my garden stole
When the night had veil�d the pole:
In the morning glad I see
My foe outstretch�d beneath the tree.

William Blake

The Fly

Little Fly,
Thy summer�s play
My thoughtless hand
Has brush�d away.

Am not I
A fly like thee?
Or art not thou
A man like me?

For I dance,
And drink, and sing,
Till some blind hand
Shall brush my wing.

If thought is life
And strength and breath,
And the want
Of thought it death;

Then am I
A happy fly,
If I live
Or if I die.

William Blake

wrote the board at 6/12/2003 02:01:00 AM |

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"He was like woah, and then you were like WOAH, and I was like woaaahhh" - Crush
hahaha.. so cute!
EHhhhhhhh.. i wanna watch NEMOOOOOOOOOOOOO and BRUCE ALMIGHTYYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! *HINT HINT*

wrote the board at 6/12/2003 01:41:00 AM |

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wah sian.
Went NSRCC to sail today.. BUT, the wind was super stong when we reached there at 1045.. it was about 10 knots ( 19 km/h ).. then 1h30mins later, it became 13-17 knots ( 24km/h - 31km/h ).. SUPER STRONG.. i can't handle such wind strength coz i'm super light ( 58kg < x < 62kg )! YuPZ! In the end, i didn't sail! DAMN! The worst thing was, at 1330 when we were about to leave, the sun came out for awhile before being covered by the clouds and the wind wasn't as strong as when we just arrived.. It was a good time to sail! But we changed already!! ahhhhhh! =((
Went Changi airport after that!! hahaha.. saw Boeing 747s taking off! heh! Quite nice a scene! However, i couldn't actually see the part when the plane lifts off the ground coz there was no viewing gallery there.. =(((((
hahaha

wrote the board at 6/12/2003 12:15:00 AM |

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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

Line of the day..
' Resentment and unforgiveness is like drinking poison and hoping that person dies ' - JJC Catholic Teacher
haha..
nice line..

wrote the board at 6/11/2003 12:48:00 AM |

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lalala!
haha.. u know ar!! damn gek xim today! Went to ngee ann at 12pm and i was not allowed to use the technical workshop coz the techicians were out.. so had to wait for 1hr30 mins in the canteen!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! =(
hahaha.. anyway, went in there and i started cutting the metal for my new mouse using the big sawing machine!! hahaha.. cutting metal is quite fun leh!! lalala!
hahaha.. Must show Andrew that i can cut a good set! =))) Coz both he and TseHao scolded me in 2000 for cutting shit.... i really think it's shit too, but hey, i was sec 3! hahaha... Oh yah, Mr Toh, the technician scolded me too coz i didn't file the rough edges.. blah
And that time, i took 1 week to cut one set but i took about 3 hrs to cut today!! hahaha!! =PPPPPP
hahahaha.. lalalal =P
Going Sailing tomorrow!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okok, gotta go now.. =))))
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Things to do tml :
1) Call CJC's P. Brother Paul tml for permission to use the hall
2) Call all the SA Catholics to ask them to join us for the play on love ( very very cool script!! ) on the 21st of June..
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wrote the board at 6/11/2003 12:47:00 AM |

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Monday, June 09, 2003

I bring bad news. I got my ass kicked and my body tortured, tormented, agonized. Blood spilled on the battlefield, comprising of both the enemy's blood and my blood. Majority of the blood spilled comes from my side! I scored 20 hits among 60 against the enemy during the first 4 rounds of fierce fighting. The deathtoll for the 5th and 6th round are still being collected and tabulated, but word has it, my side suffered great losses during the 5th and 6th battle to hold the line. Reliable sources have informed us that we have lost the front and the enemy is now advancing upwards towards the town of Naberkenezus, our capital.
Battered, Humiliated, trashed, defeated, crushed, mutilated.... What's left of my army now are some basic infantry with rudimentary weapons preparing for the next show down in July with all we've got. We are fighting a losing battle but we pray that with divine intervention that we can turn the table of odds and hopefully, advance foward and eradicate the enemies from our homeland.

Yours Sincerely,
Commander of the 31st Chicken battalion

wrote the board at 6/09/2003 06:26:00 PM |

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ahhhh.. Gonna fight a war now.. The war against the Evil Chinese!! As i march to the battlefield dressed in my school uniform and armed only with a pen, liquid paper, pencil and eraser, i know that there can only be one outcome, Victory, no more no less.
ChioNG AR!
WiSH ME LuCk! (LuCk)
Shit.. gonna be late!
ahh!

wrote the board at 6/09/2003 07:05:00 AM |

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Sunday, June 08, 2003

To all mah friends,
http://www.xicn.net/attach/2002-10-25/95430/ce.swf

wrote the board at 6/08/2003 12:39:00 AM |

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Saturday, June 07, 2003

hate chinese man!!
=(((((((((
*wails*

wrote the board at 6/07/2003 06:36:00 PM |

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Friday, June 06, 2003

ahh.. haha.. I just ponned 2 days to sch to study chinese.. it's my second day today.. haha
U know what?? Miss Seetho aka Shit-Toe, is sending me to DC coz she claims that i ponned her GP class yesterday.. Yes, i ponned it IN A WAY. I wasn't even in SCHOOL! GOSH!
Anyway, heard DC's quite fun.. They make you stone for 30 mins in the AVA room.. Not supposed to talk, not supposed to study.. blah blah blah
BAD MOVE! I LOVE TO STONE! HAH!
oh well..

wrote the board at 6/06/2003 10:59:00 AM |

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Wednesday, June 04, 2003

Oh.. Hi Calyn! if you're reading this, you are at the right placE! hahaa! Well done! lalala =P
U did it without my help at all!! hahah!
I'm shocked and awed!

wrote the board at 6/04/2003 12:21:00 AM |

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okay.. this is it!
I"M SUPER DUPER QUADRUPLLY STRESSED AND SCARED! i wanna get C6
but i am so scared that i can't hit that freaking mark! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
hahahaha
if the question " SHould chinese language be abolished in Singapore's education system? " comes out for cheena paper, i'd probably get 75 / 70 marks...
i'll.. i'll.. mesmerize them! and convert those cheena teachers to be some other subject or english/gp teacher! BuaHAhAHA! =P
They will be so terrified, petrified, horrified, mortified that they won't be able to mark the scripts after reading mine! yeah!

wrote the board at 6/04/2003 12:16:00 AM |

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Sunday, June 01, 2003

lalala�
I just added a wish list!
and i just added Beks into my links

wrote the board at 6/01/2003 03:51:00 PM |

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Here's some pictures of the International Friendship Day stairway decoration made by my class! yay!

*note, these images have been resized and as such may have led to a reduction in quality, if you want the original size and quality,
Download it here: Tibet Image and Class Pic + Tibet image

wrote the board at 6/01/2003 03:41:00 PM |

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